Parvez Alig
Nice,, h2sO4 is a dehydrating agent ,, but u ilove to call u sid only simple ,smartt, n cool,, yaar qasam se yaqin na ho shayad tumhe lekin jis din se tumko jaana hu ,, sab kutch apna sa lagta hai,, simply agar koi ye offer kare k london me disco club zabardast intezaam or u all(sid,amita,amita'-s mom,my family altogether),,, i would reject london and will run smiling to hug u all and get hugged by all,,, really u are first guy to b so close in first chat or intro----yaar matlab tm sab se milne ke ahsaas se b mujhey heaven sa lagta hai,,, waise to younger bro ho lekin fir agar koi mis-understanding ya koi b nadaani ho jaye ,,to bus samajhna ke anjaane me hui aur main aagey honey waali poorey chhotey motey majak,galti,comments-n remark ke liye advance me maafi abi maang rha hu,, sid babu ,,aapka b naseeb hai, ke jitni jagah koi lover apne beloved k liye dil me nahi rakh sakta,, us kai hazaar guna jagal is dil ka weeran hai ke aaiye aap sab humare dil me ,hum adhoorey the ab poorey ho jayenge,aman k bhaiya n mummy,, strict mama ,,abi to sab ko apne seeney me chhupa lena chahte hain,, kyuki yahi wo anmol insaan hain mere liye ,, jin se miley bina ye life to confused jee rha tha,, matlab words me feeling kaise kahu,, agar samjho to bus yoon samjho k zindagi kya hai ye us se pooochho jis ki khatam ho rhi ho,,, bahot maza aayega,,, thanx sid my lovely tom to b with us ,and ab lamba mesg nahi karunga, kya karu jab sab yaad aati hai na dil aisa bechain hotaa hai jaise jaan jaa rhi ho aur aap sab wo paani k do char boond jo phir jinda kiya mujhko----
ek sher sab ke liye------
MERI RAGHON ME JO LAHOO HAI WO AMAANAT HAI TERI,
JAHAN JAHAN ZAROORAT HO NIKAL LENA......WISH U ALL THE BEST FOR UR CAREER AND DREAMS,,, YAAR AMITA KO BOLNA K KITNA SONCHTI HAI,, YE SONCHNE WALA KAAM HUMLOG PE CHHOD DE,,,,TTL
May 3 at 1:38pm
Parvez Alig
hi,
sidhartha yaar dua kar de bhai,sab kutch mila gaya bus sukun nahi milta, yaar ek baat batao,kya yaar tumko kya lagta hai ke jo higher faimily me born hue unhe pyaar karne ka adhikar nahi hai, hum ko kutch batao,amita dil se kitna innocent hai, oos ko kaise batau ye duniya ke baare me,usko lgega main possessive hu,isliye us ko unfriend kar diya, i dont know what to say you, yaar sab ko lagta hai na main galat hu, to ek waada hai sab se infact poori duniya se k, ke ek baar atleast ek baar poori duniya ko jab tak itni mohabbat na samjha doon ke wo b ro pare jis ko hum ne chaha,i promise, sidhartha you are inside my heart as a part of her, so i want you to be with me just to feel me that atleast amita let her brother to b wid me, i will live wid this much, i dont want to be in her world because i am already unlucky that uncle is no more(amans dad) ,i wanted to serve her as a guy which the dad of a girl want, my love for her is intense but u know i m muslim guy,how the society sees it,how they deal it,its not possible for me to say her i love knowing everything which she speaks whats she feels,what it happens after marriage etc,,, so just as a bro tell me what should i do, i have 3 option:
1)to leave india ever and ever and marry a widow just to b in some-ones world to take care ,so that her wishes go for my love
2)to be in india, and wait for day when she accepts me.
3)i cant say,,, after it,, i can no more b anywhere
if u feel like saying 3 is panic just reply like nothing ,blank messg or do u see any way,, i believe u know her best
aaj se nahi bahot pahle se hai uske liye feeling,let me explain :
when we were in 8th, it aroused but she was so silent looking every time down
i did not dared to express,
after tenth we moved apart and started my search ,, after 12th i got to knew that she is in kota,, then i was already in b.tech 1st year, but feared that might someone would still my lyf, so i told my dad that i want some better college and want to go kota for coaching,dad allowed, simultaneously i reached almost together in kota,when i visited allen ,i found no seat in engineering branch then i was just crazy for her to see the way of my love ,so i too admission in medical branch ,allen, that time i thought to apprach but i found her ranks better and feared that might my love would disturb her career and i was satisfied that she is there for study,after the 3 or 4 moths she took admission in dy patil and i came back, and said to dad that my college was going best so want to continue here,he said ok, then i joined her fb and started giving her full time to let her understand what i feel for her in2011, it was just to ensure that if i would be there ,she might be safe from so called false love of guys today, my friends told me to propose ,i said no yaar she has been better in study so i want that first she should qualify GATE, again the wait of 2 years ended, i prayed much n much that plz god make her best at GATE,again she found not better there , it made me very painful that what and how should i get her, i wanted to go pune but knowing she was of pure heart i stopped myself that when she will see me live ,she can not controle herself falling in love, i was c
May 6 at 4:02am
Parvez Alig
i was sure that no one can change her except her mom,brother,dady and me ,, me because real love never dies and never fails, which i still believe.
Suddenly my parents started saking me shaadi ,carrer lyf,, i was tensed but somehow told them that i amin love witha girl my mom came to me and saw her pics and asked detail then told me k aaj ki duniya me aisa mohabbat koi nahi karta aur papa ko haath jod liye k aap ka beta sahi hai uski khushi me hi hum sabki khushi hogi, 2 din ke baad paapa bolein k jao aur saabit karo chahe mit jaana lekin ye saabiit kar dena k pyaar sacha hai, mujhe bahot proud feel hua.
Hum ne amita ko puchha ke kis jagah ko pasand karti ho she told pune and dubai,, main pune jaa kar ek it company hai infosys limited ,hinjawadi,poone me uske H.R se baat kiya ke ek candidate hai jis hum chahte ki aake yahan mauka diya jaaye,aapko jo b chahiye mil jayega bus usko ye lagna chahiye that she got it from hard work aur us ka perfomane ye saabit kr dega that she deseved bus kya tha unhone bataya percentile 6.5 kum se kum aur kutch condition maine diya k uske company ka turn over 7.8 million se badha kar 10.2 million tak jayega hum waada kiye aur phir allahabaad gaya aur apni agency CEAT,MRF lucknow me HONDA,HPG n LPG ka ,phir government se monopoly liya uttarpradesh me jitna bhi it products hoga transport,telecommun-ications ,internet, softwares of up govt.,site management sab main deal karunga at least rates the bond got clear with tandorship of 8 years with some deposits, again i shared my dad he said ok, then we got a deal and the whole sector invited infosys to look over who first achievement came when up government distributed laptops to all up 12th passed student, the companies turnover crossed 9.2 ,the corporators arranged a meeting in delhi and told to hold me some more i said money is not my craze my craze is my love. Then i assured dubai via textile company -siyaraams, and in dubai i assured officer class job for amita and textiles set up in amita's name in DTC-dubai textile complex the land is to hired for 20 years and after 20 years it might had been to my property, the meeting was to be held on 19 may in delhi this year,, with a good hope and energy i was progressing day and night,,,, suddenly as it seemed that my heart started feeling naturally that amita dont want to love me rather a friend it hurted me llittle bit but i managed somehow to stop myself till she starts the real lyf,,
but my intense love felt that she is not for me ,, i cried and thought to tell her true she might start a healthy confidence with no answer till the job, but at early night,i was weeping first tym in lyf feeling how would i live without her,so i called her,she understood my feeling and she neither answered anything.then i felt i would die soon naturally,, in no time i handed all my things to my brother completing MBBS this year from UCMS,delhi.
He wept and came to me and i explained him that even i die u must do this to dubai to tell the god that u did not helped my brother ,he died but see how he lives like a proud for us and all lovers.
I written a messg to amita saying i hate you just to make her free without me she may feel no pain, i deleted almost everithing that shown my love blogs or forums burnt every diary written,,, and did a sea off to brother for delhi, while caoming back i lost my will n power to live without amita,, my speed rose to 150 at yammuna express way, and it hit a heavy car,, i thanked god for reason that i will die now and said thank you god now take care of her as i laid down my life sacrifice for her,, and within 1min my memory falshed,, when i got consciousness ,i was in a hospital my friends all aroud asking how it did,, i said i lost my controle ,,, everyfaces were there but my eye searching amita in crowd,, again nurse injected some liquid and i fall asleep, when i awaked now , i remembered evrything and became sad k uparwala tu marne b nahi de raha apni khsuhi se ,, to jinda kis ke liye rakhna chahta hai,,,, i cried and weeping alone in hospital bed that living without her is pain,, and fail in attempt....,, again i m in love with much n more but did not told and shared anyone,,, i m helpless coz once i asked her tum kis sey pyaar krna chahogi she said the one whom she proposes,,, i found her total silent.
Now silent is new form of my life i dont want to contact amita as she dont know that i love her she knows that i am a bad boy,,, but amita's smile is my craze, and peoples around her are very bad only her mama,mummy,you, her bro, and one more which is myself is true and wanna die for her happiness,,, no one else ,, u will see her get hurted badly after sometym but that moment will b so much tough for me to survive .
Ek ehsaan kar de bhai mujh ko ijaazat de do usko apni taqdeer bana loonga itni mohabbat hai ke usko maaloom hua to wo bahot khush hogi.
Kya ek bhai se uski behan ki zindagi me aa sakta hu uske parivaar ka hissa bankar jaisey b chaho mere zindagi ka aur koi maqsad nahi,, ek aur hai jo hai meri mummy,, she said me that seeing u sad hurts me ,, so dil ki maano ,, lekin amita k aagey main sab kutch bhool jaata hu, mera dil dard se phatney lagta hai,meri saans rookti hai.
Agar tum kucth help kar do amita ki ke what true love means,, sidhartha mummy qasam i m not physically a
May 6 at 5:13am
Parvez Alig
i am not physically attracted neither i fall inlove b4 wid anyone even got tried by girls many time with first talk i told each girl no i m not lyk that i love a girl who dont know that i love, at the final moments its so tough ,, shayad isilye pyaar ko mushkil kaha gaya ,lekin ye jinda bach jaana agar isliye hai k mera exam hai love ka to main is sey b tought exams jitni baar chahe koi ley ley ,, lekin agar amita ke dil me main hu to mujh koi b lauta de usey.
Ab tum batao ke kya karu,chaahu ,chaahtey hue khatam ye to naseeb hai mera , agar tum bina emotional,bina mujh attactched hue mujh ko sahi maantey ho to haan kahna aur haan kahogey to tayyari shuru,,, aur na kahna ho to kah dena -- bhai dont worry i m wid u,i love you;mujh ko sabr ho jayega k amita k ek hissey ne mohabbat ki hai.... Uskey baad hum tum se chat karenge ,baat karenge sirf ek shart pe k amita ko mat bolna ya maut ka kya pata chala gaya to sab ko miss karunga wahan b ,kahi wahan b net facility mil gaya to jaroor chat karenge aur amita ko frnd request bhejenge aur phir love b karenge,,, koi fark nhi parta main rahu to main love k liye,chala gaya to b love k liye;
amita ko main ek question kiya tha ke main tumhe kya maanta hu,kya hai mere pyaar ka matlab ?
Iska jawab ye hai k""amita pervez ki dil hai,, jaan hai,,, pervez ka ghuroor hai,,, hum jo jeetein hain ke duniya me amita ka naam rahey hum jo mar jayein to bus uska reward b yahi ho k god itni khushi de k meri aaatma b us ko har waqt khilkhila kar hansa de, jo usko takleef dega ,,ye shraap hai mera k bahot takleef se jeeyega aur marega to narak me jayega.
Us se poochna agar match na kar paaye to bol dena.
Ok
forever part and member of urs and hers
-pervez khan,lucknow
ealier i was in muz, but no more in muz, it shifted to lucknow.
Remember me in ur prayers.
May 6 at 5:30am
Parvez Alig
Sid my dear H2SO4 jaaney de yaar ,koi baat nhi, ab agar amita ne ktch chuna hai to humko bura b lage to hum nahi kaat sakte, so wishing her all the best, wishing u also all the best.
Dua karna ke mera maqam jannat ho.
Mere zindagi ki aakhiri dua, meray hissey ki khushi,aur umar mubarak kahna unhe, kahna pervez ko best frnd maane they,usne kar diya best ka farz ada.
Khuda haafiz
Nice,, h2sO4 is a dehydrating agent ,, but u ilove to call u sid only simple ,smartt, n cool,, yaar qasam se yaqin na ho shayad tumhe lekin jis din se tumko jaana hu ,, sab kutch apna sa lagta hai,, simply agar koi ye offer kare k london me disco club zabardast intezaam or u all(sid,amita,amita'-s mom,my family altogether),,, i would reject london and will run smiling to hug u all and get hugged by all,,, really u are first guy to b so close in first chat or intro----yaar matlab tm sab se milne ke ahsaas se b mujhey heaven sa lagta hai,,, waise to younger bro ho lekin fir agar koi mis-understanding ya koi b nadaani ho jaye ,,to bus samajhna ke anjaane me hui aur main aagey honey waali poorey chhotey motey majak,galti,comments-n remark ke liye advance me maafi abi maang rha hu,, sid babu ,,aapka b naseeb hai, ke jitni jagah koi lover apne beloved k liye dil me nahi rakh sakta,, us kai hazaar guna jagal is dil ka weeran hai ke aaiye aap sab humare dil me ,hum adhoorey the ab poorey ho jayenge,aman k bhaiya n mummy,, strict mama ,,abi to sab ko apne seeney me chhupa lena chahte hain,, kyuki yahi wo anmol insaan hain mere liye ,, jin se miley bina ye life to confused jee rha tha,, matlab words me feeling kaise kahu,, agar samjho to bus yoon samjho k zindagi kya hai ye us se pooochho jis ki khatam ho rhi ho,,, bahot maza aayega,,, thanx sid my lovely tom to b with us ,and ab lamba mesg nahi karunga, kya karu jab sab yaad aati hai na dil aisa bechain hotaa hai jaise jaan jaa rhi ho aur aap sab wo paani k do char boond jo phir jinda kiya mujhko----
ek sher sab ke liye------
MERI RAGHON ME JO LAHOO HAI WO AMAANAT HAI TERI,
JAHAN JAHAN ZAROORAT HO NIKAL LENA......WISH U ALL THE BEST FOR UR CAREER AND DREAMS,,, YAAR AMITA KO BOLNA K KITNA SONCHTI HAI,, YE SONCHNE WALA KAAM HUMLOG PE CHHOD DE,,,,TTL
May 3 at 1:38pm
Parvez Alig
hi,
sidhartha yaar dua kar de bhai,sab kutch mila gaya bus sukun nahi milta, yaar ek baat batao,kya yaar tumko kya lagta hai ke jo higher faimily me born hue unhe pyaar karne ka adhikar nahi hai, hum ko kutch batao,amita dil se kitna innocent hai, oos ko kaise batau ye duniya ke baare me,usko lgega main possessive hu,isliye us ko unfriend kar diya, i dont know what to say you, yaar sab ko lagta hai na main galat hu, to ek waada hai sab se infact poori duniya se k, ke ek baar atleast ek baar poori duniya ko jab tak itni mohabbat na samjha doon ke wo b ro pare jis ko hum ne chaha,i promise, sidhartha you are inside my heart as a part of her, so i want you to be with me just to feel me that atleast amita let her brother to b wid me, i will live wid this much, i dont want to be in her world because i am already unlucky that uncle is no more(amans dad) ,i wanted to serve her as a guy which the dad of a girl want, my love for her is intense but u know i m muslim guy,how the society sees it,how they deal it,its not possible for me to say her i love knowing everything which she speaks whats she feels,what it happens after marriage etc,,, so just as a bro tell me what should i do, i have 3 option:
1)to leave india ever and ever and marry a widow just to b in some-ones world to take care ,so that her wishes go for my love
2)to be in india, and wait for day when she accepts me.
3)i cant say,,, after it,, i can no more b anywhere
if u feel like saying 3 is panic just reply like nothing ,blank messg or do u see any way,, i believe u know her best
aaj se nahi bahot pahle se hai uske liye feeling,let me explain :
when we were in 8th, it aroused but she was so silent looking every time down
i did not dared to express,
after tenth we moved apart and started my search ,, after 12th i got to knew that she is in kota,, then i was already in b.tech 1st year, but feared that might someone would still my lyf, so i told my dad that i want some better college and want to go kota for coaching,dad allowed, simultaneously i reached almost together in kota,when i visited allen ,i found no seat in engineering branch then i was just crazy for her to see the way of my love ,so i too admission in medical branch ,allen, that time i thought to apprach but i found her ranks better and feared that might my love would disturb her career and i was satisfied that she is there for study,after the 3 or 4 moths she took admission in dy patil and i came back, and said to dad that my college was going best so want to continue here,he said ok, then i joined her fb and started giving her full time to let her understand what i feel for her in2011, it was just to ensure that if i would be there ,she might be safe from so called false love of guys today, my friends told me to propose ,i said no yaar she has been better in study so i want that first she should qualify GATE, again the wait of 2 years ended, i prayed much n much that plz god make her best at GATE,again she found not better there , it made me very painful that what and how should i get her, i wanted to go pune but knowing she was of pure heart i stopped myself that when she will see me live ,she can not controle herself falling in love, i was c
May 6 at 4:02am
Parvez Alig
i was sure that no one can change her except her mom,brother,dady and me ,, me because real love never dies and never fails, which i still believe.
Suddenly my parents started saking me shaadi ,carrer lyf,, i was tensed but somehow told them that i amin love witha girl my mom came to me and saw her pics and asked detail then told me k aaj ki duniya me aisa mohabbat koi nahi karta aur papa ko haath jod liye k aap ka beta sahi hai uski khushi me hi hum sabki khushi hogi, 2 din ke baad paapa bolein k jao aur saabit karo chahe mit jaana lekin ye saabiit kar dena k pyaar sacha hai, mujhe bahot proud feel hua.
Hum ne amita ko puchha ke kis jagah ko pasand karti ho she told pune and dubai,, main pune jaa kar ek it company hai infosys limited ,hinjawadi,poone me uske H.R se baat kiya ke ek candidate hai jis hum chahte ki aake yahan mauka diya jaaye,aapko jo b chahiye mil jayega bus usko ye lagna chahiye that she got it from hard work aur us ka perfomane ye saabit kr dega that she deseved bus kya tha unhone bataya percentile 6.5 kum se kum aur kutch condition maine diya k uske company ka turn over 7.8 million se badha kar 10.2 million tak jayega hum waada kiye aur phir allahabaad gaya aur apni agency CEAT,MRF lucknow me HONDA,HPG n LPG ka ,phir government se monopoly liya uttarpradesh me jitna bhi it products hoga transport,telecommun-ications ,internet, softwares of up govt.,site management sab main deal karunga at least rates the bond got clear with tandorship of 8 years with some deposits, again i shared my dad he said ok, then we got a deal and the whole sector invited infosys to look over who first achievement came when up government distributed laptops to all up 12th passed student, the companies turnover crossed 9.2 ,the corporators arranged a meeting in delhi and told to hold me some more i said money is not my craze my craze is my love. Then i assured dubai via textile company -siyaraams, and in dubai i assured officer class job for amita and textiles set up in amita's name in DTC-dubai textile complex the land is to hired for 20 years and after 20 years it might had been to my property, the meeting was to be held on 19 may in delhi this year,, with a good hope and energy i was progressing day and night,,,, suddenly as it seemed that my heart started feeling naturally that amita dont want to love me rather a friend it hurted me llittle bit but i managed somehow to stop myself till she starts the real lyf,,
but my intense love felt that she is not for me ,, i cried and thought to tell her true she might start a healthy confidence with no answer till the job, but at early night,i was weeping first tym in lyf feeling how would i live without her,so i called her,she understood my feeling and she neither answered anything.then i felt i would die soon naturally,, in no time i handed all my things to my brother completing MBBS this year from UCMS,delhi.
He wept and came to me and i explained him that even i die u must do this to dubai to tell the god that u did not helped my brother ,he died but see how he lives like a proud for us and all lovers.
I written a messg to amita saying i hate you just to make her free without me she may feel no pain, i deleted almost everithing that shown my love blogs or forums burnt every diary written,,, and did a sea off to brother for delhi, while caoming back i lost my will n power to live without amita,, my speed rose to 150 at yammuna express way, and it hit a heavy car,, i thanked god for reason that i will die now and said thank you god now take care of her as i laid down my life sacrifice for her,, and within 1min my memory falshed,, when i got consciousness ,i was in a hospital my friends all aroud asking how it did,, i said i lost my controle ,,, everyfaces were there but my eye searching amita in crowd,, again nurse injected some liquid and i fall asleep, when i awaked now , i remembered evrything and became sad k uparwala tu marne b nahi de raha apni khsuhi se ,, to jinda kis ke liye rakhna chahta hai,,,, i cried and weeping alone in hospital bed that living without her is pain,, and fail in attempt....,, again i m in love with much n more but did not told and shared anyone,,, i m helpless coz once i asked her tum kis sey pyaar krna chahogi she said the one whom she proposes,,, i found her total silent.
Now silent is new form of my life i dont want to contact amita as she dont know that i love her she knows that i am a bad boy,,, but amita's smile is my craze, and peoples around her are very bad only her mama,mummy,you, her bro, and one more which is myself is true and wanna die for her happiness,,, no one else ,, u will see her get hurted badly after sometym but that moment will b so much tough for me to survive .
Ek ehsaan kar de bhai mujh ko ijaazat de do usko apni taqdeer bana loonga itni mohabbat hai ke usko maaloom hua to wo bahot khush hogi.
Kya ek bhai se uski behan ki zindagi me aa sakta hu uske parivaar ka hissa bankar jaisey b chaho mere zindagi ka aur koi maqsad nahi,, ek aur hai jo hai meri mummy,, she said me that seeing u sad hurts me ,, so dil ki maano ,, lekin amita k aagey main sab kutch bhool jaata hu, mera dil dard se phatney lagta hai,meri saans rookti hai.
Agar tum kucth help kar do amita ki ke what true love means,, sidhartha mummy qasam i m not physically a
May 6 at 5:13am
Parvez Alig
i am not physically attracted neither i fall inlove b4 wid anyone even got tried by girls many time with first talk i told each girl no i m not lyk that i love a girl who dont know that i love, at the final moments its so tough ,, shayad isilye pyaar ko mushkil kaha gaya ,lekin ye jinda bach jaana agar isliye hai k mera exam hai love ka to main is sey b tought exams jitni baar chahe koi ley ley ,, lekin agar amita ke dil me main hu to mujh koi b lauta de usey.
Ab tum batao ke kya karu,chaahu ,chaahtey hue khatam ye to naseeb hai mera , agar tum bina emotional,bina mujh attactched hue mujh ko sahi maantey ho to haan kahna aur haan kahogey to tayyari shuru,,, aur na kahna ho to kah dena -- bhai dont worry i m wid u,i love you;mujh ko sabr ho jayega k amita k ek hissey ne mohabbat ki hai.... Uskey baad hum tum se chat karenge ,baat karenge sirf ek shart pe k amita ko mat bolna ya maut ka kya pata chala gaya to sab ko miss karunga wahan b ,kahi wahan b net facility mil gaya to jaroor chat karenge aur amita ko frnd request bhejenge aur phir love b karenge,,, koi fark nhi parta main rahu to main love k liye,chala gaya to b love k liye;
amita ko main ek question kiya tha ke main tumhe kya maanta hu,kya hai mere pyaar ka matlab ?
Iska jawab ye hai k""amita pervez ki dil hai,, jaan hai,,, pervez ka ghuroor hai,,, hum jo jeetein hain ke duniya me amita ka naam rahey hum jo mar jayein to bus uska reward b yahi ho k god itni khushi de k meri aaatma b us ko har waqt khilkhila kar hansa de, jo usko takleef dega ,,ye shraap hai mera k bahot takleef se jeeyega aur marega to narak me jayega.
Us se poochna agar match na kar paaye to bol dena.
Ok
forever part and member of urs and hers
-pervez khan,lucknow
ealier i was in muz, but no more in muz, it shifted to lucknow.
Remember me in ur prayers.
May 6 at 5:30am
Parvez Alig
Sid my dear H2SO4 jaaney de yaar ,koi baat nhi, ab agar amita ne ktch chuna hai to humko bura b lage to hum nahi kaat sakte, so wishing her all the best, wishing u also all the best.
Dua karna ke mera maqam jannat ho.
Mere zindagi ki aakhiri dua, meray hissey ki khushi,aur umar mubarak kahna unhe, kahna pervez ko best frnd maane they,usne kar diya best ka farz ada.
Khuda haafiz
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